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Friday, 26 June 2009

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    The King has Fallen

    In the late afternoon of June 25, 2009, it was a typical day. I just got out of class and I was on my way home. I proceeded to turn on the radio as usual. A song just ended and I heard the radio host announced that "it is a very sad day for the pop culture today.  Tragic. The King of Pop, Michael Jackson, has passed away at the age of 50. As KIIS FM has 'closely' worked with him, we are playing his music as a tribute. ('Heal the World' begins.)"

    That is how I found out that Micheal Jackson passed away. A feeling of sorrow swept over me and tears filled my eyes. Despite the fact that I did not know him personally, it was a sense of how the world loved him as an artist. I heard someone else saying that it was like "a strip of DNA missing from the pop culture. Nothing will seem to be the same without him."

    I still don't know how to express my feelings towards the death of Michael Jackson, it just seems too surreal. I see that he will be remembered for his music and choreography.

    Mr. Michael Jackson, you have been a big part of my life and you will be forever missed. You have a place in my heart for the rest of my life. Thank you for being such a wonderful influence in the world. It was really a shock for your sudden death. Until it is my time to go, may you rest in peace. I hope to see you up there.

    A Fan,
    Jennifer


Tuesday, 16 June 2009

  • I won!

    I won, but the consequences of my actions are taking it's toll. To be honest, it really sucks.

    Also, I find myself here updating the "bad stuff," rather than the good stuff about my life. I feel more inspired when I feel distressed, sorrowful or other feeling-down types of emotions.

Thursday, 07 May 2009

Wednesday, 29 April 2009

  • Picture Time!

    I saw that Alex did this picture "survey" thing for fun. I thought that I'd like to give it a try and perhaps, let my readers know a little bit more about myself. :) Enjoy, guys!

    1. A picture of you in your room.


    My boyfriend really likes this picture of me and I don't know why, haha. :)

    2. A picture of you feeling very energetic.

    At Pizza Port in San Diego.

    3. A picture of you on your birthday.



    My 20th birthday dinner.

    4. The youngest picture of yourself you can find in digital form.

    My mom and I. Don't I look just like her?

    5. A picture of you in one of your favorite outfits.

    Winter Homecoming 2004

    6. A picture of you making a goofy face at the camera.

    Haha, my personal favorite.

    7. A picture of you in a team or club you were in.

    ASB! Ahhh, high school was a lot of fun!

    8. A picture of a day or night you regret.
    Ironically, I couldn't find any. Actually, I'm just too lazy to pull it up. I'll probably do it tomorrow because I am just too tired right now, haha. So, come back later if you'd like to see the missing picture. :)

    9. A picture of the real you.

    Not really a picture of me. Well, I do like talking on the phone but I don't go to the beach as often as I'd like to.

    10. The most recent picture of you.

    Can you determine what we were going to eat for dinner? :)

    11. A picture of you being absolutely ridiculous.

    2 shots of strawberry soju and this is what you'd get. A tipsy Jennifer.

    12. A picture of a time in your life that's over, but you wish it wasn't.

    Damn, they have no idea how much it hurt. Meh, it was fun while it lasted.

    13. A picture of a time in your life that's over, and you couldn't be more thankful that it is.

    Self-explanatory, no? Good year, but ended roughly.

    14. A picture of you that you had no idea was being taken.

    -_____________________________-0

    15. A picture of you when you were a different person than you are now.

    Eh, this was during a vacation in Big Bear with my ex-boyfriend's family a few years ago. That was too much emotional pain...

    16. A picture of you in a fashion "don't".

    Ewww, lol!

    17. A picture of yourself that you hate.

    I don't really hate this picture. I couldn't really find one, so I just posted this one up out of frustration. xD

    18. A picture that describes how you'd like to spend everyday.

    My wonderful boyfriend and I. <3 :)

    19. A picture of a time when everything was changing.

    Seriously, lol. The explanation of my life goes beyond this picture.
    My former co-worker and friend, Leanne, my boyfriend (co-worker at the time) and I.

    20. A picture that makes you smile.

    When he flew home from London and surprised me on Valentine's Day. :)
    Or this one:

    Doesn't this picture make you smile? :)

    21. A picture of the best day (or night) of your life.
     
    Three words: Best weekend ever! <3 :)

Tuesday, 21 April 2009

  • My family's against me.
    I haven't had a proper meal all day.
    I only had 4 pieces of garlic bread for breakfast.
    A small portion of udon for lunch.
    I'm not going to eat for dinner tonight.
    My sister doesn't see me as her future maid of honor.
    Nor as a friend.
    Nor as her best friend.
    Nor as her sister in the world.
    Not even the best.
    I'm her only sister, 2 minutes her senior.
    She sees others as her true saviors.
    Others - people she meets online or elsewhere.
    She sees me as just another person.
    Someone she doesn't want to care.
    Nor think about.
    Isn't she selfish?

    Thoughts about suicide or running away from home has entered my mind. Wow, it's been so long...

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